Life’s Complicated

The weekend is here, oh yeah! more time for me to spend contemplating my complicated life!

Do I miss ex boyfriend that cheated on me, yes! why? i don’t know! should i be spending all my time mulling over the minutest details of our relationship and where it all went wrong, i don’t think so, then why do i do it!

I’ve met the most amazing guy since then, he sends me flowers, plans romantic dinners, picnics and even hot air balloon rides, he listens to me and makes me laugh, why must this happen during a time when one is so confused, is one looking for the sexy charming guy that every girl is after, that treats you on the basis that you will alays be around, hence takes full advantage of you and the affection you have towards him.

Or do you focus on the boring average guy, with no good looks or charm but just decent manners and a caring attitude, perhaps its too soon to tell after a couple weeks, perhaps still waters run deep.

(by the way he is really rich, with his own plane! (am i becoming a goldigger, i don’t think so! the coloured in me will not allow for any man to provide me with material possessions, everything i have i bought)!

The funny thing about life is that it does not always allow you the oppurtunity to deal with one problem at a time, more often than not a few issues arise at the same time that require one to multitask. I am a woman, I am more than capable! but must everything happen to me at once!