SIX YEARS…

Listened to old school slow tracks(Stylistics, Temptation, etc) while on my way to work. It got me nostalgic, reminiscing about my past life and how in love I was. The times we spent together and good times we had, 6 years!6 years say it out loud sounds like a life time.

Reading the post Just let it go, made me remember how for months I cried 6years! I gave every part of my being to you, I gave up alot, sacreficed…6 years!How I had to check if you “passed” anything on to me…6 years, I was true to you, stuck by you when you had nothing and then celebrated with you when you were back on your feet. 6 years…I had your back, I was your friend, lover…I covered for you when I got my first broken lip and bruise, because I knew you didn’t mean it. After 6 years, you hurt me like no one has,WHY her? I looked at you my face feeling hot and swollen -6 years, why are you doing it again, what triggered you this time?6 years I would have never believed you could do this to me.You thought I was cheating cause you are?Third time I’m covering for you,WTF was I thinking.I’m not suppose to land up like this what am I doing?I look at myself in mirror, my loose teeth,bleeding mouth and think what am I doing wait WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!6 years!And its not love that I feel for you.

I am driving not looking back 6 years, 6 years.Got to be strong, but how …after everything that we’ve been through.

6 years wow that was long *sigh* change the cd to Karyn White, some empowerment, strength giving lyrics…not nostalgic anymore rather thinking damn I actually got through it…