Dear John Letter

To accept less than the all is unacceptable.

I do this thing where I get excited about the prospect of the future.

The future

Please don’t be mad but I cant do this, I have needs and your life is full

Understandably – you are a light – moths like flame

Fires are bright

Go ahead brown man

Concentrate on your life – dont ask me to be a wife

Go ahead brown man pull the cord, rip the hose, crack the heel, clink the clank

We could go on picking at a scabs, watch them dry then bleed

or

just stop it right now

Pull the plaster, cut the tie, slice

Its over – stop –

I cant ask you to stretch any further than you are and I am not prepared to accept less than your all

I also hope that we can try to foster a friendship regardless

Although you and I know it would be impossible the thoughts of maybe this or maybe that will overwhelm us. You and I. There I go again. Us…

Am not very happy to do this but I am very realistic – I could love you a lot

You know, but i dont.

I believe people are drawn to people for a reason, the purpose unfolds over time I hope to see that purpose unfold another time

Many worlds from now