I sit here trying to feel, or understand what I’m feeling. But there’s nothing. Im numb. It saddens me to think that I don’t or can’t feel anything. I am one who relies on emotions to tell me if I’m write or wrong, instinct, if one can call it that.
Maybe, just maybe, just for once, I am to rely on my mind to help me. I think that I am supposed to “think”. Now this sounds so contradictory right now, because I tend to think a lot. But when it comes to actually making the final decision, my emtoions/instinct kicks in and i go with what I am feeling at that moment in time.
But right now, I am trying so hard to feel, yet NO EMOTION! It feels like a piece of me has died. I am a Woman, a being made of emotion. Yet today I cant seem to feel a thing….I feel paralysed, crippled by this lack of…

