She and she part 1

Dear She

Some people say we all move in ‘karmic circles.’ That we keep encountering people from previous lifetimes. That is why we meet some people and take to them instantly, while others, right away, we cannot stand. When I met you, it was definitely the former. You were so carefree, I envied you, even hated you a little, it pains me to say. You would think I’d be better than that. Not to hate someone, just because they’re lighthearted, while I have one of the heaviest around. When I was little, my toppie used to love these 3 stooges short films. None of them ever made any sense. I thought why do they get into these same situations where they just get smacked around and hurt over and over? Don’t they learn? The answer is no, some stooges never learn. We suffer and suffer and keep coming back for more. I will never know. Never know exactly what we were in a previous existence, or what we could have been in this one. Maybe we are destined always to be two ships passing in the night or maybe we will just keep encountering each other with that same mysterious, easy familiarity until we finally get it right. If not in this lifetime, then maybe the next.

If you can’t be with the one you love, then why not just be with the one you are with.