Sometimes my mind go of galavanting on its own, digs up this extravagant thoughts and rushes back to my heart and soul, showcasing its finds. One such find was imaging God as a mean spirited God, who is thoroughly enjoying our futile attempts at making sense of our world and all the WHY`s that goes with it. I imagined a God who was playing a sick joke on all humankind…the conducter,composer,choreographer of His own little freak show…the ultimate JOKER.
My mind would then quickly do the math, searching my brain for validity to this claim, eagerly waiting for confirmation to finally lay to rest this sickening WHY that follows me wherever I go.Just as quickly as the thought came up, with even more speed the realization comes with logic refuting it outright, and here is why;
If God was just a meany, why take the time to create such a beautiful world? Why give us the best of Himself (via nature) if we are merely pawns in His sick game?
- Why create beings that has the choice to accept or reject His presence? If you were to design a “game” would you not ensure the “subjects in the game” always stay loyal to you, after all you gave it life?
- And if life is just a sick game designed for humans by an unloving God, why is love the apex for all humankind. This thing called love that has the ability to transform, renew, restore us humans into The Most Beautiful Creation ever.

